tsuyuki

click on ame to go to my strawpage!!

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i am very sensitive. please be at least a little cautious around me, i'd highly highly appreciate it. i have a lot of issues and flaws and it's fine to point them out but please understand that i struggle with recognizing when ive done something wrong, and when i do, i get overly harsh on myself.i have been diagnosed with adhd, anxiety, and depression and am currently in therapy. i am also going through the diagnosis process for autism - my therapist and basically everyone in my life agrees i have it, i have taken two autism assessment tests with my therapist as well and the results made it very clear i have it. i am currently trying out different meds for adhd, but we haven't found one that works yet.if i think you're mad at me i will withdraw, so i really need tone tags or something similar (not to the point of overuse but i still need them). i also have intense trust issues and need time to warm up to people.i make jokes and act like im mad a lot but i promise i never am!! i try to make it clear when i am upset, but im a people pleaser so most of the time i will kinda just withdraw or get quieter - if you notice it please call me out because i am often too scared to tell people stuff.i make kms / kys jokes but mainly with close friends, and will mostly keep them in my priv accounti ship m/f ships, but i don't actually think about genders when it comes to ships at all. i blanket headcanon every character as pan unless canon states otherwise (or if its minori hanasato)i yumeship myself with ena shinonome, and i associate myself with mafuyu, so lots of mafuena posting!!! i also yume kangel / ame.i'm very affectionate with my friends!! i like saying "i love you" to my friends, and i say it a lot cuz i wanna express how much i love my friends. let me know if it makes you uncomfortablei really really like and want attention so don't be afraid to compliment me or ask me stuff

discord specific

pay attention to my status!! when i say iw(e)c (interact with (extreme) caution), i mean it. you can interact with me, but ask before venting or discussing serious topics, be careful when we dm, etc. same goes for dniuc (don't interact unless close)if it's important and im on dniuc or iwec, please start with something like "can we talk about something" and then i will let you know if i'm okay to talk with youi get overwhelmed a bit easily when lots of people are talking so i apologize if i lose energy

do not interact

basic stuff for your average mentally ill neurodivergent lgbtq+ teenager lol- homophobic / racist / sexist / transphobic
- zionist
- neutral about any genocide
- trump supporters. heavy on this one, i doubt it'll be an issue due to the fandom spaces im in but just in case, yk? trump is a huge trigger for me- force hcs on me (fine to talk about them just,,, don't get mad at me if i don't agree)
- openly hate on wxs / n25 (my account is,, obviously themed after them so dunno why you would but still)
- mafuena dislikers
- overly negative- adults are on thin ice. interact if u want but the second you get weird i'm on guard with you.

about me!!

ill edit these flags ltr its late and im lazyi yumeship with ena and ame / kangel!!! selective sharing.i am seventeen and my birthday is feburary 18th. i am still working out my gender identity but i currently identify as demifeminine. i prefer feminine labels! my current pronouns are:- she / her
- sweet / sweets
- fae / faer
- ribbon / ribbons
- doll / dolls
- they / them (least preferred, but i don't mind it if used alongside other prns)i like pronoun switching so try to do it with me, please!

interests!!

project sekai (fixation on wxs and niigo)
doki doki literature club
cute and pretty stuff
needy streamer overload
final fantasy fourteen (titania and il mheg my beloved)
majoras mask
omori
project sekai but something seems off
editing / making stuff
alien stage
art
commentary videos
coraline
the nightmare before christmas
into the spiderverse
psychological horror
and more for sure, just ask!!!

this post by @beatr00 perfectly explains how i feel about shipping

- kanamizu
- mafuena
- polysho
- niigosho (wxs x niigo)
- mizisua
- akikasa
- mizumafu
- ichimafu
- ichinene
- mizunene

boundaries

i love helping people, i really do, but i am burnt out. i am easily distressed as well. please ask before venting, especially if im on dniuc or iwci am very likely to say yes, but if i say no don't pressure me please. that will make me feel even worsei don't like masc mafuyu or masc ena for personal reasons. genuinely, i don't have anything against trans headcanons but
- i associate very heavily with mafuyu
- i am pan, yes, but im very heavily fem-leaning. ena looking masc = fine, using he / him prns = uncomfortablei am a tolerant person but i am still sensitive to criticism of my favs. i am definitely open to discussion but don't get aggressive or mean about things i like i beg